5/3 Quiet Time (1 Corinthians 1:18-25 ESV)

18 For the word of the cross is folly to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. 19 For it is written, “I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, and the discernment of the discerning I will thwart.” 20 Where is the one who is wise? Where is the scribe? Where is the debater of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? 21 For since, in the wisdom of God, the world did not know God through wisdom, it pleased God through the folly of what we preach to save those who believe. 22 For Jews demand signs and Greeks seek wisdom, 23 but we preach Christ crucified, a stumbling block to Jews and folly to Gentiles, 24 but to those who are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. 25 For the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men.

The wisdom of God is much greater than mine. God is almighty and is capable of everything, but I feel I'm stuck in a cycle that would never come to an end. I feel there is no point in everything I do. God who holds the key to the past, present, and future - I put my trust in You because that's the only thing I can do. I don't have great faith; I'm just standing on a cliff and I feel I have no other path to take. You said You only give me what is the best. What else can I do, other than to accept that fact? Nothing else will change. Things will always be this way.